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Post by Baph on Nov 26, 2016 13:17:21 GMT -5
I'll drink in moderation once or twice a month, usually just to take the edge off or enjoy a couple beers socially, football game, whatever. Sometimes I drink when I squat. Like one beer, drank in 1/4ths, between sets. Feels nice. Livens thing sup.
I'll smoke marijuana less frequently than that, nearly always alone, and I do it because I enjoy the introspective/creative/relaxed feeling I get. I'll draw or write or work on some projects and I find it very therapeutic and soothing.
Then probably once or twice a year, sometimes not even that often, very infrequently, I'll get fucking obliterated. Anything is fair game. Cocaine, ecstasy, meth, hard liquor, prostitutes, human trafficking, satanic ritual . . . this is a couple things going on at once. Sewing wild oats, getting the poison out, a mild adrenaline addiction, male bonding, this always happens in small groups of long-time close friends, and it always gets way, way out of hand. I'll likely die in one of these Fear and Loathing expeditions one day.
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Post by Premier on Nov 26, 2016 13:32:37 GMT -5
Then probably once or twice a year, sometimes not even that often, very infrequently, I'll get fucking obliterated. Anything is fair game. Cocaine, ecstasy, meth, hard liquor, prostitutes, human trafficking, satanic ritual . . . this is a couple things going on at once. Sewing wild oats, getting the poison out, a mild adrenaline addiction, male bonding, this always happens in small groups of long-time close friends, and it always gets way, way out of hand. I'll likely die in one of these Fear and Loathing expeditions one day. Never stop that one. That keeps you young.
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Post by Lord Abortion on Nov 26, 2016 16:58:28 GMT -5
It's just what I do. Family tradition I guess. There really aren't drugs I won't do. I like to experiment and try new stuff. Psychedelics are my absolute favorite but they're COMPLETELY unavailable in my neck of the woods. I used to have a dude who would send me shit but that got fucked up and I haven't seen any psychs since then.
A quick top five for psychedelics...
1. 2C-P - Absolutely perfect. EXTREMELY visual, very long trip, very intense. 2. DO-C - Just as visual as 2C-P but in a different way. You get more fractals with this. The other is like Alice in Wonderland proportion distortion and shit and this is like fractals and geometric madness. 3. DMT - There is really nothing else like it. It's hard to even describe what it is that happens but it's amazing. 4. 2C-E - Not as strong as its P counterpart but very good stuff. It's very visual and very trippy. The 2C drugs are all very different from one another. This one stands above all of them except for 2C-P. 5. DO-M - Also known as STP. It's like acid but more visual. What it lacks in intensity for trippiness it makes up for in the peaceful feelings it brings on. You feel at one with the universe. I often wonder if back in the 60s a lot of people weren't getting this instead of LSD when they bought acid. It's more intense than LSD and a lot of what you hear about in those 60s stories is more consistent with DOM/STP than LSD. When you hear people talk of like the best acid they've ever done, it seems like they did this and didn't know it. Absolutely incredible trip.
I do drugs to open my mind. To overload my senses and challenge my thinking. It's unfortunate I can't find them anymore. It legit depresses me if I think about it too much. I'm having trouble stopping the heroin and if I could just trip I feel like I'd have a better handle on things. My mental state stays good for a few months after a good trip. That's consistent with medical findings, too. Things like PTSD, depression, and Schizophrenia subside greatly after a dose of acid. The symptoms stay that way for weeks or even months after the trip. Psychedelics are extremely beneficial to the human mind.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 27, 2016 11:34:44 GMT -5
Back in the day, I didn't drink. After the back injury, I started to enjoy drinking. Took the pain away.
Now it's more of something I enjoy but I keep it out on vacation time. I have too much going on here to ever have to jump in my truck while intoxicated, and I get random calls for maintenance all the time. Plus I like to hit the gym first thing in the morning and drinking makes me want to sleep. Plus, it gives me the munchies.
Smoking weed...it's just a straight habit I have. Always have smoked, have taken a few breaks but not many. Honestly, I feel like I smoke weed because it's there and it tastes good as fuck from a clean iced bong. If it wasn't there I don't go looking for it. I will say it makes tedious tasks go by easier. I have some lighting to install on my Rhino later today, it's going to be a very intricate job. Tokes will be involved.
But you can take all of that away I wouldn't care. It wouldn't change me at all. I'm one of those people that unless I told you I smoked weed, you likely would not even know.
I do like the occasional valium, especially if my back is acting up. I also noticed a valium makes me focus more, kind of takes away the background noise, if that makes any sense. On days ghat I have a HUGE task list to accomplish, you give me a valium witu my coffee in the morning and I turn into a straight machine. Makes me not mind dealing as much with others bullshit. Sometimes if I know I have a bunch of hood bullshit to deal with I may pop a valium in the morning after the gym, take a toke or 4 with my coffee and hit the ground running.
I'm finding though, that the days that I don't have to do much...I like to be sober 100%.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 27, 2016 11:38:27 GMT -5
Oh...and mushrooms.
I stayed away from them for over a decade and half. Last year had a couple trips. Opened some windows and doors, peeked through a few of them. After my last one, I didn't feel like I needed to open any more. So I'm kind of good with that.
But I'm glad I did it. I felt I came out of those a better person than I went into them as. Dropped a bad habit I had that I was trying to drop for years. Purposely thought it out while tripping witu a good friend. It worked.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 27, 2016 12:42:03 GMT -5
Just because I can now. I waited until I was 34 before I tried pot so I do it because... I drink almost daily but don't do it to get drunk really, just a habit.
My wife could not care less about me drinking but smoking? She freaks at the thought...
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Post by Premier on Nov 27, 2016 13:24:32 GMT -5
Just because I can now. I waited until I was 34 before I tried pot so I do it because... I drink almost daily but don't do it to get drunk really, just a habit. My wife could not care less about me drinking but smoking? She freaks at the thought... Thats an old school mentality on her. Not her fault, just shit she has heard since she was born: Drugs are bad. I bet that drinking everyday will probably do more damage that smoking weed every day.
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Post by Fasthands25 on Nov 27, 2016 14:13:13 GMT -5
Oh...and mushrooms. I stayed away from them for over a decade and half. Last year had a couple trips. Opened some windows and doors, peeked through a few of them. After my last one, I didn't feel like I needed to open any more. So I'm kind of good with that. But I'm glad I did it. I felt I came out of those a better person than I went into them as. Dropped a bad habit I had that I was trying to drop for years. Purposely thought it out while tripping witu a good friend. It worked. Would you recommend them?
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Post by Deleted on Nov 27, 2016 14:14:02 GMT -5
If I drank evertday or even more than 2x a week i start to put on noticable weight.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 27, 2016 14:15:04 GMT -5
Oh...and mushrooms. I stayed away from them for over a decade and half. Last year had a couple trips. Opened some windows and doors, peeked through a few of them. After my last one, I didn't feel like I needed to open any more. So I'm kind of good with that. But I'm glad I did it. I felt I came out of those a better person than I went into them as. Dropped a bad habit I had that I was trying to drop for years. Purposely thought it out while tripping witu a good friend. It worked. Would you recommend them? Not where yoy are at with your ex. No. You want to be mellow. Later, yes.
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Post by Fasthands25 on Nov 27, 2016 14:18:02 GMT -5
Would you recommend them? Not where yoy are at with your ex. No. You want to be mellow. Later, yes. Seriously that was very over blown for comedic effect. I don't get why everyone thinks she's my ex. We were never together. She is my best friend though, and I'm one of hers as well which is why I see her often. We went on one date that went very well but I ended up blowing it a few days later, oh and a drunken hookup a year ago. That's the closest I've been with her. But ya, I'm working on something else. Gotta move on.
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Post by Makalu G on Nov 27, 2016 14:24:50 GMT -5
I love drinking beer and I really enjoy smoking weed...
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Post by Deleted on Nov 27, 2016 14:35:55 GMT -5
Not where yoy are at with your ex. No. You want to be mellow. Later, yes. Seriously that was very over blown for comedic effect. I don't get why everyone thinks she's my ex. We were never together. She is my best friend though, and I'm one of hers as well which is why I see her often. We went on one date that went very well but I ended up blowing it a few days later, oh and a drunken hookup a year ago. That's the closest I've been with her. But ya, I'm working on something else. Gotta move on. I really hope it was, I've been in a fucked relationship when I was very young and wouldnt wish a bitch like that upon anyone. And it's your "ex" when you treat it like it was. No matter if you asked her to "be muy girlfriend" or not my man. So...move on. Moving in...
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Post by Fasthands25 on Nov 27, 2016 14:41:50 GMT -5
Seriously that was very over blown for comedic effect. I don't get why everyone thinks she's my ex. We were never together. She is my best friend though, and I'm one of hers as well which is why I see her often. We went on one date that went very well but I ended up blowing it a few days later, oh and a drunken hookup a year ago. That's the closest I've been with her. But ya, I'm working on something else. Gotta move on. I really hope it was, I've been in a fucked relationship when I was very young and wouldnt wish a bitch like that upon anyone. And it's your "ex" when you treat it like it was. No matter if you asked her to "be muy girlfriend" or not my man. So...move on. Moving in... I have seen other women during this period. Got something in the works for now with another gal. Like I said, I was trying to get some laughs while at the same time ranting a bit about whats going on. I'm nowhere near as "hurt" as it seemed. In fact most of the time I really couldn't care less about the fact that she doesn't feel the same.
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Post by Fasthands25 on Nov 27, 2016 14:42:51 GMT -5
My last real girlfriend though... fucking psycho. I'm not even going to get into the constant bullshit I was forced to deal with when she was around...
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Post by Vlad on Nov 27, 2016 15:23:41 GMT -5
Because i'm a piece of pain wrapped in skin.
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Post by Premier on Nov 27, 2016 15:47:16 GMT -5
I love drinking beer and I really enjoy smoking weed... Mak! my Motherfucker internet brother from another mother! Whats up dude. Stop trying to be all responsible and shit and post more. We hardly see you around. Glad that you make a cameo every once in a while at least. Mak's trademark phrase: "Beer will be involved"
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Post by slaytan on Nov 27, 2016 15:58:53 GMT -5
I wish I didn't feel like I need mrijauna to make it through life but I do. I smoke every night when I come home, usually at work too (I have a very physical but usually mindless, job), and have 1 beer and part of another one before bed every night. I want to smoke less, but only so it will make me more high
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Post by Deleted on Nov 27, 2016 16:40:51 GMT -5
I wish I didn't feel like I need mrijauna to make it through life but I do. I smoke every night when I come home, usually at work too (I have a very physical but usually mindless, job), and have 1 beer and part of another one before bed every night. I want to smoke less, but only so it will make me more high Do you smoke in the morning much?
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Post by Premier on Nov 27, 2016 16:58:27 GMT -5
I wish I didn't feel like I need mrijauna to make it through life but I do. I smoke every night when I come home, usually at work too (I have a very physical but usually mindless, job), and have 1 beer and part of another one before bed every night. I want to smoke less, but only so it will make me more high I completely understand the weed lifestyle. I have tons of successful friends with lovely families that smoke every day. Some do it after work. Some before or during. They just function better after a lil toke. I have never been able to do it. I've been smoking for 25+ years. But weed to me is fun time. Watch a movie, lay on the couch, grab a beer fun time. I just cant be productive after i smoke. If i were to smoke daily, my life wil be in constant party mode. Ill probably drink every day and waste away watching tv. Thats pretty much my approach to all drugs and alcohol. Either party socially, or relax at home or go full "lets get fucked up!!" Mode on the weekends....anything goes other than heron or crack. ....then back to full-on sobriety on Monday.......then repeat later. It could be a week or a month or two later. That approach has worked well for me. 25 years. Never been arrested, went to college, got a great job, a beautiful wife, pay all my bills and just be a responsible adult. But if you were to meet me during a weekend bender, you will think that i have a problem. It actually happened about a month ago. This friend of a friend that i met and hit it off with pulled me off to the side one night. "Dude, im worried. You need to slow down. You are doing a bunch of shit...." I just smiled. This is what i do for the last 25 years. Never more, never less. Same shit. At the end of the day i really think i just dont have an addictive personality. The closest addiction i have is cigarettes. I don't smoke in front of my mom. She stayed with me for a whole week and i didn't even get a craving. As far as why do i indulge? Cuz it fucking feels good! Lol
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Post by Deleted on Nov 27, 2016 20:27:09 GMT -5
I don't smoke much weed anymore, unless I spike it with rock. Maybe once a month I'll do that.
Oh, that's right, the question is WHY do I get high, even as seldom as I do?
Because Toehold doesn't like me.
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Post by CaveBearOG on Nov 27, 2016 20:37:08 GMT -5
I don't smoke much weed anymore, unless I spike it with rock. Maybe once a month I'll do that. Oh, that's right, the question is WHY do I get high, even as seldom as I do? Because Toehold doesn't like me. genuine lol.
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Post by CaveBearOG on Nov 27, 2016 20:44:39 GMT -5
Thats pretty much my approach to all drugs and alcohol. Either party socially, or relax at home or go full "lets get fucked up!!" Mode on the weekends....anything goes other than heron or crack. ....then back to full-on sobriety on Monday.......then repeat later. It could be a week or a month or two later. That approach has worked well for me. 25 years. Never been arrested, went to college, got a great job, a beautiful wife, pay all my bills and just be a responsible adult. But if you were to meet me during a weekend bender, you will think that i have a problem. It actually happened about a month ago. This friend of a friend that i met and hit it off with pulled me off to the side one night. "Dude, im worried. You need to slow down. You are doing a bunch of shit...." I just smiled. This is what i do for the last 25 years. Never more, never less. Same shit. At the end of the day i really think i just dont have an addictive personality. The closest addiction i have is cigarettes. I don't smoke in front of my mom. She stayed with me for a whole week and i didn't even get a craving. As far as why do i indulge? Cuz it fucking feels good! Lol man thats awesome you can do that. you get all the fun without the addiction hell side of partying. fuck man im jelly...lol.
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